“Infinitely more than we can ask or imagine” – Pastor’s Report for 2014

My annual Pastor’s Report to North Presbyterian Church

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Wow, it has been quite an eventful year at North!

2014 was our first full calendar year together as pastor & congregation. We faced many challenges & opportunities, overcoming obstacles with faith in God, “whose power, working in us, can do infinitely more than we can ask or imagine.”

Family

In the life of my family, it has been a delight to really start to put down roots and become part of the Kalamazoo community. Our daughter started kindergarten this year at El Sol Elementary School. We have become invested in the fabric of the Vine neighborhood, where we live. We saw God’s hand at work there when a condemned former crack house on our street was finally razed by the city. Neighborhood residents then joined forces to transform the empty lot into a community garden. Through this common cause, residents on the block have come to know and care…

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Most of you have no idea what Martin Luther King actually did (Reblog)

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Reblogged from Daily Kos:

At this point, I would like to remind everyone exactly what Martin Luther King did, and it wasn’t that he “marched” or gave a great speech.

My father told me with a sort of cold fury, “Dr. King ended the terror of living in the south.”

Please let this sink in and and take my word and the word of my late father on this. If you are a white person who has always lived in the U.S. and never under a brutal dictatorship, you probably don’t know what my father was talking about.

But this is what the great Dr. Martin Luther King accomplished. Not that he marched, nor that he gave speeches.

He ended the terror of living as a black person, especially in the south.

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(Reblog) I am Not Charlie: a Christian response to the killings in Paris

This is a reblog of an article by my seminary professor, Bob Ekblad:

I was deeply troubled by news of this week’s killings of journalists at Charlie Hebdo, France’s beloved satirical newspaper, by two French Muslim brothers of Algerian descent, Chérif and Saïd Kouachi. I’ve been haunted by footage I saw of these gunmen’s shooting of a police officer in cold blood on a Parisian street where our good friends live and where we regularly stay. The killing of four hostages in the Jewish kosher grocery store by another jihadist activist, followed by the French police’s shooting of all three gunmen, has made this a traumatic week for France and the world.

Should we be surprised by these killings? Offense, resentment, and shame carried by many young Muslim men and others on the margins today incite rage. In this case, the rage is directed against the dishonoring gaze and mocking words of journalism that appears to consider nothing sacred, except free speech.

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(Reblog) Reasons to celebrate the PC(USA) this Advent season (Moderator’s column)

It’s a little late for Advent, but I love this article and this guy. Moderator Heath Rada lays out some of what makes our church a good one:

Heath Rada, Moderator of the 221st General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church (USA)
  • I celebrate the PC(USA) as a denomination that unequivocally affirms the Lordship of Jesus Christ as our Savior. Each new member, when joining the church, confesses that she or he accepts Jesus as their personal Savior. In fact, they could not be members if they do not confess that as their position. Do we state that everyone has to be a Christian to be saved? I thank God that I am not called upon to provide God’s answer to that question, for only God can give the answer. God is the judge; that is God’s job. But I do know that all members of the PC(USA) say they believe Jesus is the mandated key to salvation, and for that I celebrate our denomination.
  • I am grateful that the PC(USA) believes in the authority of the Scriptures as being God’s word. Anyone who is ordained a teaching or ruling elder in our denomination affirms that this is his or her belief. Does that mean we all agree on every interpretation of God’s word? No. Does anyone? But it does mean that we see the Holy Bible as the authority, and understand as much as we possibly can, though we are also told in the Scriptures that today “we see in a mirror, dimly” (1 Cor. 13:12, NRSV). I cannot attest to my interpretation of the Word as being the only one. Being a member of the PC(USA) allows us the latitude to keep on searching for the ultimate truth. Whether I am liberal or conservative, from one social class or race or another, does not matter. The PC(USA) invites us all to become a family of Jesus Christ bound together.
  • The PC(USA) believes in taking the Good News to all the world. Ninety-four million Christians around the world attribute the PC(USA) with being the source of their knowing Jesus Christ! Though we may have fewer full-time missionaries throughout the world today than we did 50 years ago, we now send thousands of Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.) members (more than ever in our history) to serve in international missions—work missions, teaching missions, medical missions, etc. We all share in this role in ways and numbers that we never have before, and we model the Good News as we deliver needed services with our talents and gifts.

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(Reblog) Ten Things You Should Know To Welcome People of All Abilities to Church

By J.C. Mitchell

1.    If you have had one or even a few people with special needs in your ministry, this does not mean you know how to welcome all.  Very often when I tell a pastor about my ministry at Open Gathering they start telling me their one success story (which I do enjoy learning from), but they do not seem to understand there is more to do to welcome all.  This is not unlike someone saying there is no more racism because Obama was elected president…

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St. Stephen: Love is our only weapon

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Luis de Morales [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons
From a sermon by Bishop Fulgentius of Ruspe (early 6th century):

And so the love that brought Christ from heaven to earth raised Stephen from earth to heaven; shown first in the king, it later shone forth in his soldier. Love was Stephen’s weapon by which he gained every battle, and so won the crown signified by his name. His love of God kept him from yielding to the ferocious mob; his love for his neighbor made him pray for those who were stoning him. Love inspired him to reprove those who erred, to make them amend; love led him to pray for those who stoned him, to save them from punishment. Strengthened by the power of his love, he overcame the raging cruelty of Saul and won his persecutor on earth as his companion in heaven. In his holy and tireless love he longed to gain by prayer those whom he could not convert by admonition.

Pennies Lost in the Couch Cushions

U.S_penniesHave you ever been told that your voice doesn’t count? Have you ever been treated like you don’t matter? Have you ever felt unloved, unwanted, or unimportant?

I think a lot of us have, for various reasons. Some still receive that message today because of some physical or social characteristic like their race, gender, or sexual orientation. For many of you here at North Church, you’ve been made to feel unheard, unloved, unwanted, and unimportant because of your disability status or mental health diagnosis.

It seems like there is no quicker or more efficient way to dismiss a person’s voice in the public forum than to identify them as mentally ill. A lot of the time, when others find out that you’re a person who lives with mental illness, they very quickly seem to stop the “person” part of that sentence and just focus instead on the “mental illness” part. They don’t think of you as, “a person living with schizophrenia/depression/bipolar disorder.” No, they say, “You are schizophrenic/depressed/bipolar.”

It’s a subtle-but-vicious way of shutting down another person’s humanity and ensuring that their voice doesn’t count… as if a diagnosis of mental illness were some kind of statement about a person’s intelligence or abilities. Defacing the image of God in you is what it is.

Well, if that’s you, if you’re here tonight and you’ve been made to feel unloved, unwanted, unheard, or unimportant because of your mental illness, disability, race, gender, sexual orientation, or any other reason, I have good news for you: you’re in good company.

First of all, look at these people around you tonight: many of them have felt that way too, maybe even for the same reasons as you. Also, let’s look at the gospel reading tonight. We’re in good company with the people we read about in this Christmas story.

“In those days a decree went out from Emperor Augustus that all the world should be registered. This was the first registration and was taken while Quirinius was governor of Syria. All went to their own towns to be registered.”

This story begins with Caesar Augustus, the most powerful man in the world (at the time). He was the leader of the Roman Empire, having taken that position by murdering his predecessor, Julius Caesar. And Emperor Augustus, like a great chess master, wants to know how many pawns he has left on the board. He’s also a bit like Ebenezer Scrooge, counting his money. To Caesar, the people whose lives he controls are little more than pennies in his bank account: they’re not worth much; they’re liable to get lost in the cushions of the sofa. In short, they don’t matter; they’re not all that important.

And then the camera of our story zooms in on just a couple of those insignificant pennies:

“Joseph also went from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to the city of David called Bethlehem, because he was descended from the house and family of David. He went to be registered with Mary, to whom he was engaged and who was expecting a child.”

And things weren’t looking too good for them:

“While they were there, the time came for her to deliver her child. And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in bands of cloth, and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn.”

Did you hear that? “There was no place for them.” Even those other pennies, lost in the couch cushions, were unwilling to move over and make room for these most insignificant people. They were treated like human garbage. As a result, Mary was forced to give birth like an animal in a barn.

Nearby, in the next cushion over on the same couch, we come across a few more pennies that have long been forgotten:

“In that region there were shepherds living in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night.”

This is where we get to the shepherds: dirty, homeless people who wandered about looking for work, scamming the townsfolk, and up to goodness-knows-what in those dark, isolated fields at night. Nobody liked or trusted shepherds. In fact, a shepherd’s testimony was inadmissible in a court of law at that time. That’s how despised they were. Nobody cares what a shepherd says.

But then what happened?

“Then an angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid; for see—I am bringing you good news of great joy for all the people: to you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is the Messiah, the Lord.”

Of all people, God decides to send the angels to shepherds, the ones whose voice would count least in the eyes of the world. And what does the angel say? “To you is born this day.” Get that? To you. Not to Caesar, not to Rome, not even to the people of Israel, but to you shepherds: the least, the last, and the lost. And then, just to underline and emphasize what they have just said, the angels break out into song-and-dance like this was a Broadway musical:

“And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host, praising God and saying, “Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace among those whom he favors!””

Hear it again: “Peace among those whom he favors!” And who has God favored in this instance? The shepherds more than all the rest of Israel and the world. The ones who don’t matter. This song is for them.

And the task the angels give these low-down, no-good shepherds is to go find these other insignificant people who are just as bad-off, miserable, and forgotten as they are. The angels are collecting those lost pennies together in the couch cushions, because, as Jesus would later say, “where two or three are gathered in my name, I am there among them.”

And when the shepherds went and found what they were looking for, they told their story: “they made known what had been told them about this child; and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds told them.”

They didn’t show up with any prior knowledge or proper credentials. All they knew was to tell the story of their own personal experience: “to make known… what they had heard and seen.”

And “Mary treasured all these words and pondered them in her heart.”

Just as Mary and the baby were meant to be a sign for the shepherds, so also the shepherds were meant to be a sign for Joseph and Mary. God hand-picked them and brought them together to be signs to each other: signs that something significant was happening and they were meant to be part of it; signs that, even though the world would not hear their voices, God heard and they are not alone.

And so, here we are tonight on this Christmas Eve. If you’ve come here tonight feeling unheard, unwanted, unloved, and unimportant, then I want you to know that you’re in good company. It means that you’ve come with Mary and Joseph to Bethlehem and are sitting with them in the straw of the stable. It means that you are walking in the fields with the shepherds, and the angels’ song is for you.

“To you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is the Messiah, the Lord.”

And though you may feel alone tonight, you are never alone. Though you may feel unwanted, you are loved beyond your wildest imagination. Though you may be homeless and “there is no place for you” in the inns of this world, Jesus says to you tonight:

“In my Father’s house there are many dwelling-places. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also.”

You may feel unimportant, but Jesus says, “Blimey! That’s amazing! In almost 14 billion years of cosmic history, 10 thousand years of human civilization, and 2 thousand years of Christendom, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before!”

This is the truth of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the good news that turns the world upside down.

The truth of the gospel is that there are no insignificant people, which is why, when the kingdom of God comes in its fullness “on earth as it is in heaven,” and “the kingdoms of this world have become the kingdom of our God and of his Christ,” we are promised that “the last will be first and the first shall be last.”

And this seemingly insignificant little peasant baby, born in squalor to an unwed teenage mother, is the beginning of that Great Reversal.

You may be told by the powers-that-be in this world that your voice doesn’t count, but the angels are calling you to speak up tonight. Like the shepherds, you are to “make known… all that you have heard and seen”: Build one another up with your stories of faith, signs of hope, and acts of love.

And like Mary, “treasure all these words and ponder them in your heart” so that we all might be brought together, reminded that there are no unimportant people in the eyes of God, and strengthened for the task of bringing heaven down to earth in Jesus’ name.

Doubting Thomas

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Religion, for me, has always been an exercise in pain management.

And faith has always been a struggle.

My friends and family all must have the spiritual gift of patience, seeing how they’ve walked with me through each new crisis of faith and theological discovery: Evangelical, Charismatic, Catholic, Anglican, Presbyterian, Universalist, Liberal, Benedictine… it seems like I’m always dipping my toes into another tributary of the great Christian river. I’ve never quite felt at home.

As such, I feel like today is a holiday for Christians like me: the Feast of St. Thomas. Thomas, colloquially referred to as ‘Doubting Thomas’, is famous for his struggle with faith after the resurrection: “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.”

But just as surely as he lagged behind his fellow apostles in believing the truth of the resurrection, he also charged ahead of them when it came to confessing the divinity of Christ: he was the first to address Jesus as “My Lord and my God!”

In my experience, a faith that is open to struggle often ends up being deeper and wider than a faith that simply accepts what it is given without question. I wonder whether Thomas would have had his insight into Christ’s divinity had it not been for his struggle with Christ’s resurrection?

For people like Thomas and me, faith is always an open-hearted struggle, not because we are stiff-necked unbelievers, but because we so desperately want to see Jesus.

What Do You Mean by Anglo-Catholic?

Even though, as a Presbyterian, I do not technically qualify for the ‘Anglo’ part of ‘Anglo-Catholic’, the approach to Christianity described in this article pretty closely resembles what I believe. I would call myself ‘Reformed Catholic’ if the term wasn’t already used by another denomination. Most of the time, I settle for saying that I’m ‘catholic with a little c’…

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One of the parishioners at my parish came into my office a week or so ago and asked me this question.  IN the process of working on moving tables in our parish hall, I mentioned to him that I considered myself an Anglo-Catholic.  Coming from a Presbyterian background, he had never heard this term and I bumbled through a quick history lesson, but came to these points, which are so much more eloquently put than I did in that moment:

What is Anglo-Catholicism?
A Response in Six Parts

by the Revd John D. Alexander, SSC
Rector of S Stephen’s Church, Providence, Rhode Island
formerly of the Church of the Ascension, Staten Island, New York

1. A High View of God. Anglo-Catholic worship at its best cultivates a sense of reverence, awe, and mystery in the presence of the Holy One before whom even the angels in heaven veil their faces.

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Heart to Heart

We modern folks, Protestants in particular, have a hard time conceiving of ministry that doesn’t somehow involve an exchange of information. We talk a lot. Many words.

We ask for prayer requests and affirmations of faith. We made the sermon the central feature of the worship event. We analyze hymns based on their lyrical content. Especially since God cannot be seen directly with the eyes, we are tempted to reduce Christian faith to exchanging the right kind of information in the right way.

Let me be as clear as possible: I have come to believe that we have made a vital error in this. Faith and ministry are adamantly not primarily about the exchange of information.

I experienced this firsthand in a new way last spring when I visited St. Gregory’s Abbey, a Benedictine monastery in Three Rivers, Michigan. During my week there, I shared that space with the monks who live there year-round and with several other visitors: an Anglican priest, a Quaker pastor, a woman going through a difficult life transition, two young women in campus ministry, a group of men on retreat from a nearby Episcopal church, and a rabbi in the throes of a psychotic episode.

Each of us had our own reasons for being there, but what I experienced most deeply was the sense of togetherness and connection that emerged, not from our conversations, but primarily through the space shared in silence. We got to know each other while knowing very little about each other. This was intimacy minus the exchange of information. It runs completely counter to the style of relational building that our culture has trained us to pursue (which could be described as the exchange of information without intimacy).

There is a similar kind of ministry that grows among us at North Presbyterian Church, where I serve as pastor. Most of the people we do ministry with have some kind of serious, chronic mental illness. Some of our people are barely verbal in their cognitive expression. I stand up to preach every Sunday, but it’s not the main event of the service. My sermon could be good or bad, short or long, and the ideas would still go over the heads of several people in the congregation. They don’t come for the sermon.

Instead, they come to sing their hearts out (loudly and off-key), to share a hug and a smile (maybe the only one they’ll get all week), to voice their weekly joys and concerns in words that are sometimes unintelligible (but known to God in prayer), to receive the Body and Blood of Christ in the Eucharist (which we celebrate weekly, a rarity among Presbyterians).

Our liturgy is messy and rowdy: quite the opposite of Benedictine silence and Presbyterian “decency and order.”

Our worship and ministry at North is not about the exchange of information, but the intimate connection of heart to heart in the gospel. It happens in music and touch, in bread and wine.

The following video illustrates this beautifully. While none of our members are as impaired as Ms. Wilson, the principle of ministry is the same. St. Francis of Assisi is thought to have said, “Preach the gospel always; use words when necessary.” This video shows how it’s done: